i always wanted a place where i'll write things so very informally and really avenge my anguish over the things i notice but yet i cant tell any1 else....
This 1 is for some gal very intelligent, sober looking, decent and a good friend of mine...(or so i think!!).We met in our 1st year and i liked the way she was....It was me who approached...she was always calm and kept to her group...i started on a very foolish note asking the stupidest of questions!!!
Anyways...we were good friends....
Now let me bring u back in the present...Like always, i have tried to help out my friends..
But wen its a gal, sometimes the help feels like "being used".....Probably i have got it all wrong...
but its hard to think other wise when a gal asks you to get some info frm his boy frnd after a fight....wen they call you or ping you only if they are in some need....Its not been that i have not been the temporary rebound boy....there are a lot of gals who say that i m the no.2 boy in their life!!!
sometimes the anguish becomes huge....especially wen u see the person for whom u have done a lot isn't thankful even a bit...i feel many a times helpless and ya of course sad for poor boyfriends who have to follow what the gal has to say...
i really appreciate the intelligence of gal who can, without even getting involved get the bullet fired, keeping the gun on poor boyfriends' shoulder....Perhaps I'll never be able to understand the "theory of use of a boy by a gal" or the way to avoid such embarrassment...
But i'll just try and lookout for times and places like this to express my resentment...
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